

Follow The Leader Follow the leaderFollow The Leader
in one straight line we walk along the dusty road, doing just as we are told. no one speaks, shoes are our only words. 1-2-3 here we all go to the slaughter of forced fed thought, shape, style.
Playing a child's game, hiding the shame we all know. No child's time, rhyme, or reason for us. No happy memories for me. we follow the LEADER to our unspoken all knowing destiny.
10/17/05


Reacerance Lost myslef again. Not the first never the last. Comparing myself to the deemed 'higher class'. Once again lost at what my strengths are. Grumbling 'bout everything else.Reacerance
Failoures burn dark slashes into my protected heart, searing bits at a time, working the way fully through. Unless I can pull myself up again from the abyss and lonlyness.
Hoping it won't happen too fast again. Knowing it will over and over.


Stuck, once againNo more hurt. No more pain.Stuck, once again
No more spinning wheels in my head. Rewind and play over and over the decitions of the day. Over & Over untill I stop in my tracks. Do nothing 'cept sleep.
Wanting this all to go away. Never death it's not the answer. Just put me on the right track, 'cause I can't see it myself. So tiard of all this routeen. This normalcy, stuck in a deep rut. Stop telling me how to live!
God or things. All I see on TV. Either will make me happy. But both onl
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standing in white lines,
biblical beings precise
suffocated in
hairspray.
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Some people tell me they don't have the patience for art. I tell them I don't have the patience, either. Just have a single-minded determination that banishes all thoughts of boredom.
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